Well today was not to bad either- I am feeling hungry - something I miss
Breaky - cereal and berries 150 cal
Lunch - nada
snack - soup 100
dinner soup and two pce garlic bread (shit I know, but I only ate half the bowl of soup and it was a vegetable broth) 350 approx
so around 600 Cals
I resisted pasta - which is big for me and also another day without sugar.
I am drinking plenty of water but need to drink what I used to.
I weighed in this morning 54.1kg - then in the arvo 53.9kg I know it is big for me! Since last year I was 47.7kg... but seeing a smidge of that 53 show on the scales made me happier. I know I can do this. I know I can get to my desire of 49kg.. even 50 and I am happy so a four kilo loss is my aim :). No time frames.
In the life side of things it is all going well. The christmas season was great despite the food intake but I loved being with family and friends. I made the decision to stay in town and not move interstate therefore I will be finishing my degree here. So that is a bit exciting. I know that I will always be able to travel and I should focus on my studies first and complete masters there.
I start placement which goes for abour 4 month of unpaid work. YAY. Time to live without an income but I figure this way I wont use money on food.
Things with the boy are fabulous as always. I am really happy there. Things at work not so - I am resigning eventually to focus on my study and take a break. Hopefully then the anxiety and depression will ease and I can focus on me.
Well enough rant - I am slowly getting into the blog of things gosh gals it has been a while hasn't it. I hope all is going well for you darlings. Here is some Angelina thinspo I think her and Mila Kunis are the two absolutely most beautiful beings on this earth.
(amazing career, beautiful family and boyfriend she has it all)
Also has anyone tried Bikram Yoga? I want to try it... opinions would be nice.
Xo stay beautiful Pixie.
Bikram yoga is the one that you do in the sauna eh. I'd say, it's great, but the first couple of times is shit. Just go easy for 2 or 3 lessons as you get used to the heat. Drink plenty because it's so easy to feel faint in then.
ReplyDeleteYeah it is in about 40 degree heat (Celsius). I will overload on water if I do it :)
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