Two days until I fly away to visit old friends. I am excited, despite not being thin like last time I saw some of them. I know there will be a shitload of drinking - and probably dinners and lunches with friends.... shit. I could do the whole purge thing - but staying in a hotel with s could prove to be difficult... argh- I hope I can stay strong, but I am sucking at it lately. Sometimes I eat lots, sometimes not much... still I am eating and I dont like this.. I am around 54kg still I lose one week gain by the weekend. Blergh. Sounds bad but one friend I am seeing has the same problem she is thinner than me - I wanted to be thin too by the time I go back - not happening. Dev. Oh well. I will update how the trip goes - probably be a balloon when I get back!
But I am doing a soup diet with s and he is keen for it too... a detox... so I will only have fruit and soup for I hope 5 days.... hopefully that will allow me to lose a little.. a shit stack of homework to do.
I hope all is well ladies, stay pretty.
xo Pix.
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